*Venus~Planet*

I have many days never write blog...
because I dun know write wat...
From next month ,I will write chinese...
because some word need to translate from English to Chinese...
and some word I may be dunno how to translate...
Although I translate, may be other people not understand...
because I use google translation...
Now already 31st July...
So if tomoro I wan to write blog,I will use Chinese...
Sometimes dunnoe how to say English with my friend, also use back Chinese...
Because more easy to understand...
So, today I need to say goodbye to English...
Don't why my laptop sometimes got problem...
Don't is the DVD problem or my laptop...
I hope is the problem of DVD, but not my laptop...
This week, I already have my ME and BMS test,BMS still ok...
But...ME, I dunno answer the back wan...but,I think can pass...
Who say college is enjoyable...I don't think so...
Sometimes I will think to give up...
But can not...because waste money...
Although it is sunk cost...but I still need to continue...
Because the fees not RM10 or RM20...
Is RM1644...is one thousand and more...
If just ten ringgit and more...
I already give up...
Haiz...that's why I wan to use Chinese...because English I am not professional...

I have already buy P1 W1Max...
So expensive...waste my RM 100 already...
Dun know why my laptop can not write blog...
I have to use my home computer to write, but some key in the keyboard is so difficult to click...
Haiz...My BMS coursework result already come out...
only 24/50...is failed...
but luckily teacher ask us to correction and he will give us pass...only this time...
So terrible...I will have test continuously in following week...
Week 9...It means next week Tuesday have IA test...
Week 10 have BMS test on Wednesday and ME test on Friday...
Week 11, we need to pass up ME assignment on Friday...Ithink so...
Haiz...who say college is enjoyable...
Yesterday I have a presentation for IA...
So anxious...actually I already buy my formal shirt...
But some student haven't buy...only one or two...
After dicussing...they say alll wear casual...
Then all wear casual lo...
I not mind...I just feel like wasting the efforts of my mother to help me for sewing button and help me to iron...

Today I have get ME result, my result is 38/40...
So I very happy...
But dun know my HE and BMS can get how much...
I have get my journal...only 15 mark...
No improvement...
Headache...
The IA also headache...is blur...
Today is my first time presentation...
So excited until my hand also shiver(抖)...
But so shamed...because first time presentation already get wrong answer...
She give me want also wrong answer for ME...the test also...
May be I no need to give the correct answer...
Don't know is me small heart (小人之心)or not?
Haiz...may i can not believe other people or depend on other people...
I need to do myself...
Today need to replace the class for english class...
Actually is until 5:30pm,but the teacher let us go early...
So we go back at 5.00pm...
I hope next journal i can have improvement la...

I don't why my laptop can not write blogger...
Is it has problem or what?
So I think next time i only can write on weekend using my home computer...
Yesterday I have a (Microeconomic)ME test...
I think is so easy...may be because I have read...
Don't know (Hubungan Etnik)HE and (Business Mathematics Statistic)BMS will easy or not...
I hope it will easy...But I still not understand the chapter 3 of BMS and the chapter 4 of IA...
Chapter 3 for BMS is probability, before that also got learn ,but forget it already...
and chapter 4 for IA is cash book...It is difficult to me...is blur...
How i take the IA test...must be more hardworking...can not fail...
If fail...need to pay RM 80 to resit...
Now H1N1 is attacking our country...just like in a war...
Everybody need to fight with H1N1 to protect themselves...
The person who is sick or weak is more worry...
Because they scared they will be shot by H1N1...
Oh my God...now is our dangerous time...
So...people...all of u need to drink more water...do more exercise...let your body strong...
So you will not get sick easily...
If your immunity(免疫力）is strong...only u can fight with H1N1...
Hope you all can leave away fom H1N1 and be healthy.

"My Love Will Get You Home",this song is nice...I like it...
This is the lyric of the song...
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If you wonder off too far,my love will get you home
If you follow the alone star,my love will get you home
If you ever find yourself losing long alone
Get back on your feet and think of me
My love will get you home,boy
My love will get you home

If the bright lights blind your eyes
My love will get you home
If your trouble break your strikes
My love will get you home
If you ever find yourself losing long alone
Get back on your feet and think of me
My love will get you home,boy
My love will get you home

If you ever feel ashamed, my love will get you home
Whenever is only you to blame,my love will get you home
If you ever find yourself losing long alone
Get back on your feet and think of me
My love will get you home,boy
My love will get you home

If you ever find yourself losing long alone
Get back on your feet and think of me
My love will get you home,boy
My love will get you home
My love will get you home.
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Nice or not?

I already have my own laptop many days ...
After 5 days, I will have my test...Microeconomics...
It is also coursework and will be add in the final exam...
Before that i feel (ME)Microeconomics is still ok,
But now more difficult and more formula appear...
Accounting is still ok, but some still not understand...
BMS...wow...the most difficult...because got Add math..
Why?When I study form 4 and form 5, my add math always fail...
Why the God wants me to take this again?
Hubungan Etnik still ok...just like moral add some sejarah...
This is my opinion...Do you agree with me?
Haiz...can not fail...because if I fail...I need to resit the examination next Semester...
Waste time also waste money...
If resit need to pay RM80.
This Thursday is the worst day for me...
Because I get the "slip kesalahan" for dress code...
They say can not wear slipper why I still can see people wear when I accompany my friend to Library...
Is not fair to me...
My God...
After this lessons, may be I will not go library anymore...
Unless, it is emergency...

The feeling of at home is the best...
I will never feel alone at home although I really at home alone...
May be is the sense of security or I have been live away from home many days...
I always go back home at the last day of weekday but still miss my home...
Everytime after I receive call from my mother or need to close the phone oledi...
I also feel want to cry...
May be I miss the sound of my parent...
Or when I see the backside of my parent when they are leaving from my room in hostel...
I also have that feeling...
I feel I just like a kindergarden chidren and scared my parent leave me in a strange places...
May be I am not suitable for college life...
Isn't I haven't grow up in my mind yet?
Or I really so depend on my parent?