*Venus~Planet*

I don't why my laptop can not write blogger...
Is it has problem or what?
So I think next time i only can write on weekend using my home computer...
Yesterday I have a (Microeconomic)ME test...
I think is so easy...may be because I have read...
Don't know (Hubungan Etnik)HE and (Business Mathematics Statistic)BMS will easy or not...
I hope it will easy...But I still not understand the chapter 3 of BMS and the chapter 4 of IA...
Chapter 3 for BMS is probability, before that also got learn ,but forget it already...
and chapter 4 for IA is cash book...It is difficult to me...is blur...
How i take the IA test...must be more hardworking...can not fail...
If fail...need to pay RM 80 to resit...
Now H1N1 is attacking our country...just like in a war...
Everybody need to fight with H1N1 to protect themselves...
The person who is sick or weak is more worry...
Because they scared they will be shot by H1N1...
Oh my God...now is our dangerous time...
So...people...all of u need to drink more water...do more exercise...let your body strong...
So you will not get sick easily...
If your immunity(免疫力）is strong...only u can fight with H1N1...
Hope you all can leave away fom H1N1 and be healthy.

"My Love Will Get You Home",this song is nice...I like it...
This is the lyric of the song...
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If you wonder off too far,my love will get you home
If you follow the alone star,my love will get you home
If you ever find yourself losing long alone
Get back on your feet and think of me
My love will get you home,boy
My love will get you home

If the bright lights blind your eyes
My love will get you home
If your trouble break your strikes
My love will get you home
If you ever find yourself losing long alone
Get back on your feet and think of me
My love will get you home,boy
My love will get you home

If you ever feel ashamed, my love will get you home
Whenever is only you to blame,my love will get you home
If you ever find yourself losing long alone
Get back on your feet and think of me
My love will get you home,boy
My love will get you home

If you ever find yourself losing long alone
Get back on your feet and think of me
My love will get you home,boy
My love will get you home
My love will get you home.
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Nice or not?

I already have my own laptop many days ...
After 5 days, I will have my test...Microeconomics...
It is also coursework and will be add in the final exam...
Before that i feel (ME)Microeconomics is still ok,
But now more difficult and more formula appear...
Accounting is still ok, but some still not understand...
BMS...wow...the most difficult...because got Add math..
Why?When I study form 4 and form 5, my add math always fail...
Why the God wants me to take this again?
Hubungan Etnik still ok...just like moral add some sejarah...
This is my opinion...Do you agree with me?
Haiz...can not fail...because if I fail...I need to resit the examination next Semester...
Waste time also waste money...
If resit need to pay RM80.
This Thursday is the worst day for me...
Because I get the "slip kesalahan" for dress code...
They say can not wear slipper why I still can see people wear when I accompany my friend to Library...
Is not fair to me...
My God...
After this lessons, may be I will not go library anymore...
Unless, it is emergency...

The feeling of at home is the best...
I will never feel alone at home although I really at home alone...
May be is the sense of security or I have been live away from home many days...
I always go back home at the last day of weekday but still miss my home...
Everytime after I receive call from my mother or need to close the phone oledi...
I also feel want to cry...
May be I miss the sound of my parent...
Or when I see the backside of my parent when they are leaving from my room in hostel...
I also have that feeling...
I feel I just like a kindergarden chidren and scared my parent leave me in a strange places...
May be I am not suitable for college life...
Isn't I haven't grow up in my mind yet?
Or I really so depend on my parent?

I have many days no write blog...
Although this is my blog...
And What I also can write...
But still have somesecret can not say...
May be I will notice in my book only...
So boring, especially Thursday...
because this thursday I do not have class...
Actually,I want to go CITC to search net on thurssday...
But so lazy and there is so far...I almost all the day in the room ...
Then I plan that this morning come to CITC and search net...
Because I got class at 8am to 9.30am and 11am to 12.30pm...
Between the both class have one hour and half...
So I come and search net and write blog...
Today is so bad...I am the first that tutor ask me to answer the question...
I give the correct answer but I can't give an example because I forget...
The tutor say he will ask again at next lecturer...
I not ascared he ask back me the question...
I only scared he ask another question and I don't know how to answer...
Then...I will feel ashamed...
But if I print at home I scared no enough ink...
So I don't know I need to print again or not the cocurriculum slip...
May be ask the teacher the slip can or not first ...
If can not, only print again la...
I so hate myself, because I am the shilly-shally person...
Because I can not make decision ownself if it is the important affair...
I have no ideas la..."please tell me how to do next"...

My room mate oledi buy laptop...
Don't know when I can buy...
My cousin say no need to buy laptop, computer also can...
But in hostel,where got computer...
CITC...don't say want me to go there at night...
It is so late...if not, then share with my room mate first loh...
But i don't know she ok or not...
I don't know how to open my mouth to say with my mother...
But it is so expensive...
Now I feel I am so bad...
Because my mother just buy a radio for me...
I don,t know my coursework really need laptop or not...
Now I feel I want to cry...
Because I just like always get money from my mother...
May be study hardly is the hopes of my mother...
I feel sorry to my mother...
I would like to say :"Sorry, mom!"